And him a Buddhist!

I get what Vinny is saying, and I agree. Yes, on an intellectual level I know that every single day could be my last. I’m at work as I type this, I know there is a chance that I may not make it home tonight, I could die in a car accident on my way home, or any other random ways I could die. Heck, any minute now a disgruntled employee could come into my office and start shooting and blow me away. Or natural causes could hit me, I’m 48. People have died at this age. I am fighting high blood pressure. Who knows, right? But, still, I have to imagine the difference if and when I hit those “old ages”, like the 80’s, but certainly the 90’s, where know I know that statistically I’m pushing it, that’s gonna be a bit nerve-wracking. Like, ideally, I want to diep eacefully in my sleep, but at 90 every time I start to fall asleep am I going to be thinking “is this it? Am I gonna wake up?”