| Posted: 10 October 2026 at 6:33pm | IP Logged | 8
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JB,context is what I missed in my post. I was speaking about the public spectacle. Death witnessed as a spectacle is anathema to me. "I want to watch him die."
Relatives, family, friends... I was in my bedroom in the family house in 2004 when my father died. I only discovered it when I ran out of fags.
I'd watched him die for 12 years. I wasn't there when he went.
A friend went off today because her friend had 2-4 weeks left. I'm cat-sitting. He had time left for her and other friends.
I'm yet to be summoned to a bedside vigil. It will be awful when it comes.
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